i guess, the thing about being in a relationship, like, a really good relationship? is that suddenly, you kind of see everything in slowmotion. or maybe not. maybe it's just the combination of listening to him breathing over the phone and the sound of frantic guitar riffs that makes everything so hazy and surreal.

it's like, i don't know. i suddenly feel as if i don't ever want to move. i just want to forever stay at my computer, listening to music and chillaxing with brett over the phone. i mean, i guess it sounds like i'm just a newb to this 'dating' thing, which is true, 'cause i am. but i feel like there's just a certain magic in the air right now.

and now, as i look towards the clock and see that it's 12:30 at night, i realize that it's prolly just me not getting enough sleep.

hey, have you ever heard of true blue magic?

do you remember the way it felt
when we were on my driveway
looking up at the stars;
whispering about first loves
and nothing at the same time.

i love you
in the way that
i know that we're too young for this to be true love,
but sometimes,
it's enough for me to pretend that it is.
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